Journey of Mrs. Addie

update!

2009-04-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

Salam!

seems like some bloggers are taking their break off from blogging, and some had been hiatus for so long. include us too. i cant find an interesting topic to blog about. life as usual, revolving around family and work.

spending more time on fb, revising for my GO or helping Hareesah out with her school works. Daddy got more books for her to practise her maths and readings. she's such a talented kid. she manages to catch up with new words every single day. she's currently reading Peter & Jane 4B and she's quite good at identifying words. keep up the good work dear!

Daddy and I managed to catch "Knowing" and ... i forgot which movie during the school holiday. worth it! we like ....

"jangan tegur" bida! watched it last week. sayang our voucher ja. inda siuk eh. sudahtah bising org bekunyanyang saja, kalau kan becerita lepak plang di kedai kupi. mbari sasak lah. mendengar durang ketawa2 ... mcm apa ... antahlah.

bah signout dulu ... till then.

Congratulation!

2009-03-27T14:46:00.003+08:00

Dwen for your wedding! Semoga berkekalan sehingga ke akhirnya. Amin.

gonna take awhile to load ... so patient ;)

us @ her Nikah

Malam Berbedak 21st March

love you!

Doa Selamat

2009-03-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

for the birthday celebrants on the 14th of March @ our residence.

more pics soon ... fb lahh ..

happy birthday Ranik on the 10th, Kaka on the 12th, Didi on the 23rd of March.

happy wedding anniversary Yus and the husband.

much love: us, Impian Nur.

urgghh

2009-03-16T19:29:00.002+08:00

got issues with my previous template so i resorted to my old classic template, just added the background. red .. so hot and spicy ;p

i still need to fix the layout ... later when i got time ...

Salam.

oh woman!

2009-03-16T15:45:00.006+08:00

i was alone wandering around yayasan couple months ago waiting for the husband to fetch me. accidentally i watched a young couple sitting on the bench outside the Hua Ho. they looked like having a "nyamal-let-me-pujuk-u". i know how penyibuk i was. they were sitting a few inches away and the girl was looking at the opposite side while the boy was trying to "pujuk" her , helding her hands like tarik2 a bit to attract her attention. i didn't stay long to witness the lovey dopey scene.

15 minutes later, i saw them again but this time they were holding hands with big smile on their faces. wahh .. so sweet!

girls always like that kan ... whining for even the smallest thing hoping that he would pujuk us with his sweetest -love-u-baby. that's woman's nature!

even myself, i love when the husband said "looooveeeee" . oh so melting down hahaha! booo lame jua aku.

image grabbed from here

girls out for sushi!

2009-03-16T15:19:00.005+08:00

on the 12th of March!

Xcapade Gadong ...

xoxo!!!

so unbearable!

2009-03-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

they do not have the right to take his life! may Allah bless his soul, Amin.

stop bullying!

a year older!

2009-03-10T19:00:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to my lil sister!

and happy 12th wedding anniversary to my sister, may Allah bless u and ur family!

xoxo.

crap!

2009-03-07T16:41:00.006+08:00

"aku akan berdiri menunggumu walaupun hingga 7 kelahiran" .... apanya eh, ... sanggup tia krg kan berdiri betaun2. inda tia krg ko sangal sadangkan askar guard lagi betukar shift nya adiku.

kdg2 ah cerita2 tv ane inda masuk akal bah. inda jua kan belipstick, bemekap tabal kan tidur ane ...bebaju tidur jua udah. kanapa kan pengarah inda peka atu ah. klu pun inda mau pucat, lipgloss is enough. inda pun lipstik nipis pun ok , ane eye shadow hijo ... eh outttttt banar!

yg out lagi klu mamanya kalah oleh anaknya. klu mama jenis "mumu" barangkali jua, ane vogue da bas nya org ... pinterrr saja usulnya. dgn menantu kalah ... ehhh antah eh.

awu out postku ane, ... tapi banar ... mental jua ah. ;p

sekadar gambar hiasan .. credit

currently watching "Cinta untuk Cinta" on Astro Aruna ... sma cetanya dgn ceta c-Reese Witherspoon "Just in Heaven" ... tapi siuk lagi versi c-Reese ah.

shooooh ..

2009-03-07T15:23:00.004+08:00

Salam!

hectic! lazy! tired! all in all made me abandoning this blog. i rarely online lately cause the connection is suck lately. i've been so tired lately so blogging is not on top of my list. i didnt manage to catch latest season of Heroes and CSI, just because i fell asleep before the 1st commercial break. boring! so why not play them earlier .. ermm pukul 8 .. ok?

talking about work, i am not happy! not because of my job but ... huhhh, let me get this straight to the point. we have RATS! and they really drive us crazy. so unhygienic! they pee ... shit on the tables ... membari mental. though i use dettol to spray my table, i still feel so gali. imagine they made our office mcm derelict premise two weeks ago ... with their leftover from their slumber party. mbari sakit hati. ooohh we really need pest control. ahhh mbari gali banar eh.

taken from here

kanapa ah dlm cartoon, cute c-mickey ane ... in real, chia krg. i had several live encounters with this creature ... mcm katun tah ku jua belusir. bukan apa, takutku ia melompat. hishhhh, jauh palis. yatah bah malam atu aku nightmare, perasaanku tikus melompat arahku smpi ku beteriak dlm tidur. kali pagi atu, dtg karaja ... bejurit bah bilik kami ah. berabis durang party. mental sorang2 membersihkan. kali balik karaja, mlm atu they had this on the HBO.

it was really "Rats frenzy"!

keraja or keraja - posted on 7th March

2009-02-24T21:55:00.008+08:00

this entry has been remained in the draft since the connection refused to publish it. kira overdue lah ah.

i was on my way home this afternoon when i heard this ad on the 93.3fm .

Man A: bagus .. bagus... 2 "A"Level. pengalaman keraja pun banyak.

Man B: mmm ...

Man A: masa ane Awang bekeraja di mana?

Man B: masa ane inda pulang saya keraja, yatah kan mcari keraja.

Man A: dalam permohonan Awang ane ada menyatakan Awang pernah bekerja sebagai pembantu dapur. kenapa Awang beranti?

Man B: kan mencuba yg lain Tuan, yg selayak dgn kelulusan saya. mana tau 2 A ane boleh jadi manager.

narrator: Jangan memilih pekerjaan.

masa mendengar atu sampat lagi ku mengomen. not to be sombong or riak, but sometimes it's true that we deserve a job which is relevant with our qualification. Banar ja, org belajar tinggi2 atu .. org kan ngambil degree atu kan mau begaji basar. sekurang2nya rasa berbaloi jua titik peluh di universiti atu. when i first graduated, i applied for any job to support my life and luckily i was hired by a private company. the pay was not awesome, i tell you mcm gaji form 3. something happened and i decided to quit but the boss promised to raise my pay. atupun mcm gaji form 5. i was not bothered ... i worked for a year before i got pressured by Babu. banar plang ah indung ngantar sekulah smpi degree kan ikut beteduh ... kan ikut makan dgn diri.

while working in the private firm, i was looking for a better job jua. ada jua customers tnya, kenapa bekeraja di sini, kenapa keraja clerk .. blablabla. i said, apa saja yg ada dulu. alum ada rezeki. setaun dua tahan jua bekeraja with lo pay, tapi betaun2 mau jua kan memegang usin basar. inda ja ..

sebenarnya inda salah klu org kan memilih keraja pasalnya kehidupan sekarang ane memerlukan usin. sana usin sini usin. cubatah nada usin ... jadi kelahi jua laki bini. bini pun boring kali, kan mbali susu anak pun payah. kalau inda memilih keraja, bising jua perindungan ..inda pun bini ... "bedegree saja tapi keraja gaji damit". banarrr, ada jua tu suara sumbang atu.

cuba imagine org bedegree jadi cleaner, mau kan? ckp sanang, yg buatnya payah. tujuan org kan belajar tinggi2 atu kan menaikan taraf kehidupan, jadi paham ku klu org kan milih karaja. tapi jangan jua luan kan milih, rebut saja peluang yg ada .. lapas atu karang barutah mencari karaja yg bersesuaian.

"jangan memilih keraja" ... dimana saja. nada rezeki in government sector, grab any chances in the private sectors. sama saja ... as long you're happy with the pay ... and you love the job.

image from here

February

2009-02-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

Feb 10th

my lucky nite :)

Feb 14th ...

i have more pics but the rest got "bonk". you know what i mean if u're on flickr. awu bah, server down. simple words!

till then. Salam.

2009-02-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

falling in love with you ... everyday!

can't wait for our honeymoon ... brapa kali honeymoon daaaaahhh ..

merepeks

time to tidoo.

who's absent?

2009-02-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

Salam!

i've been neglecting my blog for some time. sorry. V, i didn't mean to be on hiatus but time is just not enough to blog, not even to switch on the lappy. if you see my pet is growing healthy or her house is getting bigger ... it wasn't me at all. it was the husband. he's the one who's looking after the pet on the facebook.

life is quite hectic lately. got home late almost everyday, minus the Friday and Sunday. but still busy on those latter days. feeling dizzy lately as well, exhausted! totally worn out! hit the sack not later than 10. that answered my absence from blogging.

the connection is a bit slow ...

p/s: this entry should've been up last night but the internet is so "turtle".

ache

2009-02-04T21:10:00.004+08:00

all over! yes, i really need a massage. major back pain due to prolonged sitting and standing as well. massage .. massage .. to relieve the stress of my back and neck. i still have four sessions left @ the DeStress which i nearly forgot about, and i think it's time to claim the left sessions. Friday .. emm lets see if i can squeeze in.

my voice is still "sexy" and my stuffy nose is nowhere to recovery. so depressing! i'm sorry to my colleagues for being so inda pemalu with my selesma *u know what i mean* ... really cant help it. one boy pointed to my nose telling me there was tissue ... as a matter of fact ... hidungku karing banarnya and flaky! gosh so disgusting i know!

i think it's time to hit the sack. till then ... nite ppl!

p/s: Thanks love for the hardwork, the cabinet is awesome and the home shower is backkk! u're much loved!

Salam.

Salam

2009-02-02T20:10:00.002+08:00

i left bandar @ 12 and made my way to kb. luckily no traffic jam, so we arrived @ Smsa around 1.30pm. fortunately, i met loads of familiar faces and i wasnt bored at all during the 2 hours+ meeting, surprise huh. manakan inda we kept chatting and laughing at our silly jokes.

left kb @ 5 and reached bandar around 6. sent my colleague off to her car and headed to my tailor. from there, off to pustaka remaja in serusop. very disappointing that they still dont have my orders. i have to think of another alternative..esuk tah ku bepikir lalah lalahku ne. it was past Maghrib when i reached home. husband was busy betukang at the front porch with my brother. husband is making me shoes cabinets ... sweetttt! thank you love!

my works are piling up ...

7

2009-02-01T18:36:00.004+08:00

Salam!

this week is no different from the previous. i'm still under the weather. and the worst is, i have sore throat and almost losing my voice. yes, "sarut" ku, and still am. the period cramp also made me stayin in, no mood to go out though i love to go shopping for some stuff. Babu went out with the youngest sista together with the kids and she got me chocolates. how sweet! though she said i'm fat, still she wants to get me fatter.

ooh, it's raining again ...

Muni is now 7 months

much love

and on different note, we haven't managed to catch any movie since last year. we really want to watch Maut after watching the trailers few times, but we didnt have time. hopefully i can get the dvd soon.

from previous week

2009-01-26T01:39:00.007+08:00

it's Monday again! however, it's cny hol! so it puts a wide smile on my face since i really need the remaining hol. i should've hit the sack @ this hour, but the eyes are still going up n down, from left to right ... watching the screen.

it's been unproductive week. saturday nite, a week ago my husband caught hi fever and as a good wife :), i was looking after his condition from time to time without me realising that he was transmitting his virus to me. yes, i caught hi fever on the next day which made us cancelled our planned outing. both of us spent the weekend on the bed tiduran with runny nose.

he got better in the late afternoon, while my health was getting deteriorated. took pacofen and it lowered the temp down. but i got migraine and kept throwing up throughout the nite. went to Borneo clinic on monday morning and was given 2 days off. took the meds, but the migraine kept spinning my head up. so i went to jpmc on Tuesday afternoon. the doctor prescribed me with panaddien and two other tablets which cost $7.80 each. such an expensive tablet, sebiji 8 hinggit. it's kinda very strong med and they advised me to take it if only the migraine is unbearable. so i haven't taken one, sayang bah hahaha. but the panaddein worked well on me after the 3rd tablets.

i got a day off from the jpmc but i still went to work on wednesday. but again, i left early cause i didn't feel very well. and there was flash flood as well in some places including my husband's. received phone calls the night before from mummy. it was midnite with rain pouring like there's no tomorrow, and i'm not fond of hearing phone calls in the middle of nite, just because i usually think yg bukan2. back to wednesday, my husband spent whole day helping out his mummy while i was @ home ......very sick.

my husband's place is still messed up from the flood. went to help mummy again yday and reached home @ 10. we all were very tired. thanks to my brother, his wife and his inlaws for helping us there. really appreciate it. my feet sore, and my back jua ache.

and all we planned from the previous sunday to last sunday gone as He has different plans for us. apapun, it's a sign from Him ...

Renungan.

2009-01-18T11:21:00.004+08:00

wahai hamba Allah, sesungguhnya mati itu benar.

sesungguhnya turun ke tanah itu benar.

sesungguhnya Munkar dan Nankir itu benar.

sesungguhnya siksa kubur itu benar.

"Thereof (the earth) We created you, and into it We shall return you, and from it We shall bring you out once again."
Surah At Taha, ayat55

.... adakah kita bersedia?

2009-01-16T21:33:00.002+08:00

been busy, been exhausted, been ... mr. bean.

i need to rest. head is spinning like gasing, eyes are juling like ckaka, till then.

will do proper post once tomorrow is over.

random lagi!

2009-01-10T20:37:00.006+08:00

Salam!

i've been busy with works, which explains my absence from the blogging sphere. piles of stuff to sort out before the end of January and ironically, i've been "lazy" at the same time. bak kata bloggers .. procrastinate .. ehem.

image from here

and sadly, i spent thousands just at the beginning of the year. *sigh*. paid Hareesah's school fees, bought bookshelf, new wardrobe, stationeries, and ... scrapping stuff! nooo, i'm not scrapping. just bought them for other purposes. i was accompanied by Babu and my sister Didi this afternoon and surprisingly i spent an hour+ in the SC. rambang kali mataku atu haha. they did help me choosing the papers but still i couldn't make up my mind. lawa2 i tell u. but they were so shocked when those papers cost me almost $40. *lol*. manalah Babuku tau barang miatu mahal. cali when she asked me to buy stickers, she din even realise that it costs me more than $11. cana tu Vee, mahal barangnya tu eh ;p

if only money can grow

sent my car to Lambak to replace its timing belt last week. and it cost my husband $500 plus. *gasp* ..mahal eh. kata org workshop, "ini keleta ah version balo ... ada itu dua timing belt." bwohhh ada dua! dulu aku pakai Proton Wira, cheap bah maintenance. manyak siok. tapi wiraku itu angguk2, lamas! *lol* ... ingat ko Nik kereta kesayanganku itu hehe. bejasa jua kan. wlupun wira ganya, tayar michellin yo hahaha. i still owe my eldest sister ;)

another story, went to Cheezbox with Babu two or three days back. and they ran out of the l.d. entry form ... cana kan tu ah? kali i showed unhappy face, the cashier then advised me to go back later with the receipt but unfortunately, i lost the receipt! *lol* inda tah ku manang tu wahahaa.

eh tadi aku makan martabak di koperasi Serusop lapas dari mall. nyaman banar! Babu pun abis martabaknya hehe. we're martabak freak! let me tell u where u can get martabak nyaman.

koperasi serusop [balik2 dah ku makan disana]

kadai mamak di Batu Satu, ampir ngan 1st metro. nantiku cek namanya.

kadai mamak ampir rumah kami, di manggis ah yg slalu bnyk kereta.

oslam di gadong.

amin said bandar [tapi kdg2 inda karing]

bah atu saja. boring aku ah. nyasal jua inda ikut my husband. he got futsal match tonite di jkr. and aku siuk sendiri merepek di sini.

Salam.

r u for real?

2009-01-04T22:24:00.004+08:00

my sister Didi told me this story which she heard from a ceramah. she's youtube freak now haha.

ckp melayu Brunei bisai ah, ceritanya mcm ane ..

"kisahnya pasal org tua kan becarai laki bini. masa dlm pebicaraan atu, lakinya ane kana tnya oleh hakim syar'ie ane ...

hakim: batah udah kawin, kenapa kita kan becerai ane?

laki2: ermm...

hakim: ada anak?

laki2: awu ada

hakim: be cucu dah?

laki2: awu bnyk.

hakim: abis atu kanapa plang kan becarai, beranak becucu jua udah?

laki2: ermm ... dulu masa kawin banyak hadiah kami, basar2 lagi .. duit pun kana bagi. Dalam kad yg bagi, kana tulis "Selamat Pengantin Baru, semoga bahagia hingga keANAK CUCU". ane aku beranak udah .. becucu udah ... apa tah lagi kan ku tunggu."

Hakim: ?????

speechless ku tarus eh. moral of the story: skali ane buat "SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, BAHAGIA HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT."

*lol*

true story!

u're 1/2 officially his!

2009-01-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

congratulation to her for her engagement yday. feel very happy for both of u. and 1/2 way to go, u're legally his! haha ... sahhh!

butterfly in the stomach

kanyang smpi tilting :)

andang beulah kanak2 di belakang atu *lol*

sisters

Salam Tahun Baru 2009

2009-01-02T00:18:00.004+08:00

how was your new year's celebration?

we planned for a family dinner, however, everyone was bit tired. ran some errands during the day and reached home just before Maghrib. my bisul also made me feeling very sick, hence no mood to go out for a celebration. i had to swallow a painkiller, and Alhamdulillah baik sikit rasanya.

The husband and my brother went out to the nearest mall for our last minute bbq. just us. enjoyed the new year's eve with chicken wings and an horror movie, Pulau Hantu 2. stayed a while in the living room till 12. we didn't have to go to the Empire to watch the fireworks *lol* .. coz the Chinese neighbors really had a blast last nite. dentum2 bunga apinya and mcm di Empire jua haha.

new year is always related to new resolution, isn't it? do i have any? ermm ... nothing much different from my 2008, but i'm hoping for "better" life with the husband, prolly a baby .. Amin ... and mudahan hidup tane semua sentiasa dalam keberkatanNya. dan semoga kita menjadi hamba yg taat padaNya disetiap waktu dan ketika, Amiinnnn.

KK trip part 4

2009-01-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

Big Apple Donut ... addicted to choco(?) nyamann

go wild

c-bujang sedang bersenang2

kenapa gajah takut rah tikus? tau kamo?

will upload the rest in the fb bila ku sanang2...

conclusion:

i .. mean we still love Keyell. no plan to go back to KK atm ... maybe ... tgu Suria atu siaplah or the Harbour ... till then!

KK trip part3

2009-01-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

waterfront

breakfast

and i met her. slim mcm yg dlm gmbr hehe.

esok lagi sambung ... sleepy ku dah

*happy new year 2009*

KK trip pt2

2009-01-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

checked out from Mercure Hotel.

and we spent 3 hours looking for an accomodation in the city centre. tried Promenade, Hyatt Regency, Le Meridien, Imperial International and Imperial Boutec ... all were fully booked on the 27th ... leaving us with ..

better than nothing noo. rating? erkk .. no "harry" potter, no trolley, mcm the husband said "mcm bilik hostel ah". tapi syukur tah untuk sehari.

after long hours of hotel hunting, we had late lunch @ Secret Recipe Palm Square

dinner @ Port View Seafood Village. yumm yummm

My KK trip pt1

2008-12-31T23:43:00.005+08:00

from 26th Dec to 30th Dec.

departed @ 12.20 am.

KKIA @ 1.52 am .. waiting for our transport

arrived @ this hotel around 2.21 am

additional note: overcharged! rm260 for a standard room, gosh. Imperial International is way spacious and it's only rm244.

@ 1Borneo

fairy castle

dinner @ above

just posed, didn't buy haha

Babu, the happy shopper :) .. yeah she bought baju from CK tapi untuk my bradar

Talented! and he doesn't charge .. pay as much as you want. seikhlas hati :)

happy kiddies

retail therapies

Salam Hijrah to all

2008-12-30T23:50:00.003+08:00

Salam Hijrah!

we just got back from the neighbouring state this morning. husband and I were thinking of going to Keyell tomorrow, but we were held back by the "overpriced" tickets. costs us almost 2k, hishh baik simpan usin.

on a different note, i have bisul in my armpit and it hurts so much that i can't stretch my hand. i need husband's help to get dressed and whatnot. so depressing! husband brought us dinner at the mall earlier, and i couldn't enjoy the meal either. my feet ache, right armpit/shoulder aches, stomachache, dry lips, headache .... hooooo semuatah sakit ah.

and i left something in the hotel which upsets me .. some more. nothing valuable but a necessity

:( ...

will upload the pics soon.

Friday excapade

2008-12-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

the lovelies ... mwahh

sparkling

Dubai ... *lol* ...

i stayed away from them coz durang inda mandi haha ..

well durang kan swimming after the breakfast

Grand Deluxe room. they came very late and we spent hours in the mall buang boring.

till our next dating...xoxo

make my day please!

2008-12-17T23:43:00.006+08:00

credit

works best for your constipation. but do not overdose, or else it leaves you with stomachache and unbearable urge to hoho. *lol*. yes, i ate alot yday and today ... and it spoiled my nite.

few hours ago...

spent an hour +++ looking for GameBoy at the Mall. it's out of stock everywhere. Hareesah wanted a gameboy so badly for herself and Babu kept complaining about her fight with Abang. last nite was the worst, so i decided to get one for her. she was all grumpy and she blamed me for taking my time masak2 this afternoon. nya "mama tu lambat masak2, abis plang gameboy". marah tah ya masa mencari2 dari one shop to another shop. in the end, we got her Gameboy micro. the red one is hers and the purple one is for her kaka. kasian jua palak2 lau inda tedapat.

her wide smile .. made my day!

untung kids nowadays, dulu2 payah kan minta balikan itu ini. tau lagi indung inda bnyk usin, klu kana balikan suka ati ... inda pun angan2 saja. kannn nikkk ... remember how a dvd player was such an expensive gadget to us .. and how we were hoping that parents would get one for us... *sigh*

school reopens ... those will get back into the "bank" :)

Salam!

with love

2008-12-17T15:19:00.002+08:00

credit

to bff Ingelise ... may you shower with blesses from Him and may you get what you dream of.

laff,

mrs. Addie

please dont grow!

2008-12-17T14:19:00.005+08:00

When a toenail is ingrown, the nail is curved downward and grows into the skin, usually at the nail borders (the sides of the nail). This “digging in” of the nail irritates the skin, often creating pain, redness, swelling, and warmth in the toe.

If an ingrown nail causes a break in the skin, bacteria may enter and cause an infection in the area, which is often marked by drainage and a foul odor. However, even if your toe isn’t painful, red, swollen, or warm, a nail that curves downward into the skin can progress to an infection.

image and text from here.

ingrown nail, and i tell you it's painful! haha, i wrapped it with minyak gamat asli and i found out that it can encourage infection by doing so.

was googling about its treatment, and i prefer this. hopefully, husband will be able to get ethanol from the pharmacy. if getting worse, i need to consult a doctor :( .

no spicy foods okay!

2008-12-15T23:04:00.007+08:00

Salam!

earlier we had brunch at Sapphira Cake House. i was craving for its bingka, however, i decided to have my late brekky there. Ingelise recommended its nasi lemak ... nyaman banar. i picked beef instead of chicken, tapi husband's nasi lemak with chicken looked so tempting jua.

and on different note, aku sakit ... cant explain it. and if you know what i mean, i can't sit properly or move around. took 2 paracetamol, 1 actifast and 1 ponstan ... and the pain is still there. ouchh.

TaggED!

2008-12-15T22:08:00.009+08:00

got tagged by V, so why not ...for fun!

“The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer.”

to be noted: i don't follow the initial sequences and words! saya punya sukalah hahaha.

nickname i have forever

The Age of my next birthday - it's in there :)

I was born in Kg. Ayer thousands days ago

living in BSB

I would like to visit many places, and New Zealand is one of it!

this is my favourite place at home - aku mau kitchen cane

my favourite thing - hanging out with

my all time favourite

not a favourite color, but my fav colorS

my bad habit - impulsive groceries shopping

major in this but turned out as a brain washer ;p

first (and only) love -

not that first but he's the first and only love which lasts forever insyaAllah

After that tag 7 People (despite they have been already tagged)~

my Sista, Shenun, Dwn, Ingelise, Salwa, Mea, Maya

An evening with loves!

2008-12-14T20:25:00.006+08:00

Salam!

despite the last minute plan, we managed to meet up at last. felt goood to see them. i think been a month after our last hangout. well they did see each other but i didn't since my ~~graduation~~ birthday. A was not able to join us. and i'm thinking sushi Vee, bah bila?

planned to catch Twilight after the dinner but it was full house. roamed the mall for a while before we called it a day. till next week darls ...

drafted entry!

2008-12-11T11:29:00.003+08:00

Salam!

i spent ermm let me calculate ... from 6 am till 11.33 .. around 5 hours watching Grey's s4p2 which we just bought 2 days ago. i didn't go back to sleep this morning ... yay *lol*.

had Ingelise' company yday @ 3. So nice to see her, talked bout lots of stuff. and we had dinner @ the nearby Fratinis. husband was lazy to tag along so there we were, having girls' talks and blablabla.

we ordered chicken with mushroom pizza which i hardly to chew. obviouskah Ing? ... tho the food inda nyaman but I had a good day.

note: this post was in the draft, so i just publish it. was supposed to publish it days ago tapi inda pandai kesampaian.

Sleepover

2008-12-09T01:37:00.003+08:00

on last Wed & Thurs @ mil's.

the trio

kids session

old-fashioned me - i don't play shodoku (sp?)

Lawas

2008-12-09T01:16:00.003+08:00

eyesore

oh buah berduri!

2008-12-08T19:10:00.005+08:00

i was blog-hopping and now i am craving for durian. too bad that i didn't buy durians yday. a kilo for RM8 ... expensive jua kan. [edited: okay lah tu]

oohh, i want durian. husband said okay ... we'll go later yay.

i am bored. husband can't wait for his leave .. we both can't wait for our vacation. Trip to Lawas is exactly not a vacation! lol! banar, he also said so.

my friend just texted me for my 2 years old wedding pictures. haha bangas tu eh. mana sama kan make up 2 taun lapas sama yg current trend kan ... inda apalah.

//updated:

i am frustrated! *in tears*

i never thought that it's soooo hard to look for durian tonite. arghhh. we spent two hours from tamu gadong - Supasave beribi - Supasave Mabohai - HuaHo mall - Hua Ho Delima - Soon Lee Lambak - Pertama .... i'm sad.

well we did actually find one stall selling durian at tamu Gadong, but they're selling them @ $9 per kilo. gosh, cekik darah jua. so we didn't buy, pasal we thought we could buy durian montong from the supermarket. kalinyaaaa nada langsung ... not even a single biji! frustrated kuuu ... antah kanapa i am craving ... preggy? inda jua ... lum timenya kan ngidam2 *lol*.

esok tah ku keluar simpang ah mbali rah pondok dapan Express ah .. mudahan masih ia jual durian. kmarin melintas ada ia bejual. *fingers cross*.

cane kali ah rasa org pregnant mengidam .. hishh .. kasian jua.

from Lawas

2008-12-07T21:16:00.005+08:00

i am tired!

but i still had energy to clean out my dressing tables and clear my stashes of toilettries. huuu nyaman hatiku.

so i need to rest now.

till then.

Salam Aidil Adha to all Muslim!

lazy bambam

2008-12-06T10:11:00.004+08:00

Salam!

we're going Lawas later to attend a wedding.

erkk, i'm hungry. no breakfast yet as i just took my shower. woke up almost 10 after hitting the sack again @ 6.30 earlier.

back later ....

Fun day on the 30th

2008-12-02T23:31:00.005+08:00

buggy ride

i just stood there ... didn't dare to touch it

lets go fishing

donkey or pony? dunno

morning session ... all fresh :)

afternoon session

pisang o pisang

2008-12-02T15:01:00.002+08:00

Salam!

it's raining heavily outside. bit ribut tadi. i am all alone in my room, sitting all the way from morning, pepeh dah punggung ku haha. i did get my ass up from the stool every half an hour.

i feel like eating cucur pisang. bah bejalan dulu mbali pisang sama Babu.

Nik, dmlm i was looking for you...bilikmu bebuka tapi org nada haha. mau duit hehe?

Annual dinner

2008-12-02T13:23:00.004+08:00

@ Sheraton Hotel on the 29th.

charlie's angels

dancers

so international

cowboys

happiness

time to go home yay

Happy Friday!

2008-11-28T23:20:00.003+08:00

us at Supasave. guess who we met there ... cPayne! awu ia abiskan waitrose cat's food. inda kami ampit.

and guess who else we saw? ... Princess Majeedah with the husband. she has very nice and flawless skin ... envy I. well i wanted to take pic with her yg banarnya, tapi malu i jua hehe. kan bagi salam pun i malu *lol* ... "hi" dari blog sajalah.

u look lampuh there Hun! kekeke..

earlier we went to the Cheezbox for drinks and roamed the Mall's ground floor. and husband said something about his shoe. and tadaaaa .... hehehe lakap kasutnya. last time my kasut ... ane his turn. banartah kasut kami kasut murah, abis belakapan hahahaa.

since we parked near Sin Kew Hin, he decided to get new pair of shoes. there he was, checking out kasut2 ... murah jua again!

happy! new shoes for $19.90 ;)

note: i just realised that my Samsung takes better pic than Nokia E71 though it's way cheaper than the latter. not sure of the price, but i assumed it's cheap bah as my daddy inlaw got it from Korea ... or China if im not mistaken.

feed your eyes

2008-11-28T15:28:00.003+08:00

Garlic breads from Fratinis

Lamb shank from Charcoal

Lasagna from Fratinis

Mussels from the sea haha .. Rizqun

Happy Loving You

2008-11-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

husband!

when he greeted me "happy mensiversary" this morning, he decided to bring me out for dinner tonight. but then it was cancelled because my kaka was insisting on steamboat. sangal ku mdgr ia majal kan steamboat, inda tah jadi kan candle lite dinner hahaha.

went to Red Chilli with Babu, kaka and DD. skalinya inda nyaman eh. boring, sayang duit $50. hehe bekira, bukan jua klu nyaman berbaloi plang tu. kali my kaka kept saying "kalau diriverview tadi bisai plang" ... dari tadi ku btnya kan steamboat dmana ... inda jua bunyi2. aku tau tmpt atu saja, yg di ktm jerudong atu jauh, udah tah labat ujan. ganya kan mendulur rasa org kan bsteamboat ane.

lapas atu kan kgadong, tapi jamn eh. ke serusop tah saja napaukan my adik and his wife. dah tu ke Hua Ho mall membali brg dapur. aher plang udah 9 lalu, smpi masa mbayar atu kan tutup udah. kali my kaka ane inda mau2 "eh alum lagi tutup ne, alum jua ada {tuan2 dan puan2} atu ah". adeh kan mngu announcement tia lagi, pukul 10.05 dah. tapi cashiernya baik and friendly, suka ku. senyum2 ... sajuk mataku meliat hehe. atutah namanya good customer service tu. amalkan slalu ah.

eh tadi aku atu becaramin2 di toilet kami. pintu inda plang rapat ku tutup. kali kan ada bunyi ceramin pintu atu kana katuk tapi sekajap ganya. ku buka nada org, liat2 pintu ane mana tau ada brg yg begesel ngan ceramin tapi nada jua. hishhh main2 eh ... awal plang masih 6 lalu ah. kan peekaboo tah jua.

bah salam.

weird jua

2008-11-26T18:44:00.003+08:00

Salam!

i had similar dream again last night. aing dalam lagi. rezeki ... kan hari ani payday :) .. mana tau ada rezeki lain, Amin. we have something planned for next year but i am not sure if it could be true. doa saja lah bnyk2.

my short nap was disturbed by my sister this afternoon. woke up lazily at 2.40 and drove her to SPA to submit her application. from there we made our way to Concept to send her laptop. dun kan be-internet 24 jam, nya kata Babu. hehehee.

dropped by the Mall for drinks. makan jua lah banarnya. feel like shopping for shoes but tgu tah nanti udah ku ke Asean hehe. eh besok i have meeting in the afternoon, Saturday pun jua. hish boring eh.

sasak ku eh CHareesah ah, mcm org tua2 saja.

gmbr classic c-Hareesah, two years ago i guess

dream!

2008-11-25T14:50:00.002+08:00

Salam!

i had ice milo for lunch, thus i feel very sleepy. it's also raining and cold, more reasons to zzzzzz. *yawning* . i had a dream last night, it was weird. i have no idea how to explain. what i remember is it was a high tide and i was crying for my late brother. i was worried he would be drowning. as a matter of fact, he got drowned in the river 15 years ago and we lost him. Alfatihah to him.

my Babu told me, it is rezeki when you see high tide in your dream. Wallahuaklam. and oh, it's payday tomorrow. yes, rezeki pun jua.

excuse me

2008-11-22T20:04:00.002+08:00

Salam!

it's weekend!

i'm pissed off with someone, because that someone is bitching about me, and as far as i can recall i didn't do anything harm. what's your problem please?

however, i'm fine now, i just met my "sister". though it's just a coincidence, i managed to spill out my tension. good eh ..

and Ingelise, i can't just stop smiling everytime i receive your text. sounds lesbo .. nope. it's just a girl thang! :) yes keep me entertaining with those funny juicy cerita.

and i love you my husband ... i need to be romantic jua sekali-sekala :)

i feel appreciated today by someone. made my day jua.

wii time

2008-11-21T20:35:00.003+08:00

since kan school hols dah, we let them play wii in our room. well the pic above is not recent, taken in March. tapi catulah pesen2 durang bemain. cHareesah champion tu klu main paper plane race. tapi klau kalah, nyamal huhuhu.

on a different note, nyasal ku inda book last week tickets for Dec hols ... i just checked it again ... $636 ... atu mahal. atukan few days ago $327. awu lau inda turun2 nya jua this couple of days, kenselllll tia. ytah bah tlampau kan delay .. esuk tah saja eh ... esuk tah ... tgu tah ... nahhhh kali ia naik ... berabishhh naiknya. usin usin.

bah selamat malam to all.

to gelpren ku yg ku sayang ... Get well soon .. very soon pasal lama dah ku inda jumpa kamu.

Salam.

Friday!

2008-11-21T19:52:00.003+08:00

Salam!

i had such a productive Friday. started with spring cleaning of my room, wardrobe, and as well as the toilet. i just love washing the toilet bowl *lol* ... soaked it with the harpic or the dettol ... gasa-gasa ... there you go ... just a purrfect shining bowl :) . my lovely sister is now the official dettol supplier ... ridsect pun ... apa lagi ah Nik yg ko supply ane hhehe.

We then spent the afternoon with Babu and Hareesah. checked out the Mulaut Abbatoir (sp?) to make some inquiries on Aqiqah. we need to wait for their phonecall as their supplies will only be arrived by next week.

while on the way to Mulaut, we got a call from the mil. her car rosak lagi. kasian. so she asked us to bring her to check out some cars. ada udah yg tepakai, but then the mil pikir2 dulu yg mana bisai. at the moment, i'm lending my car. My bil pun course 2 weeks starting this Sunday, jadinya we need to accompany the mil. ulang alik kali lah dari Mulaut ke rumah.

lapas abis meround kadai kerita, kami singgah ke Batu 1 pasal the bil kan gunting rambut. while waiting for him, kami makan arah kadai mamak. kali nya Babu, "mulah bapamu suka ne mbawa makan di sini ane". yes, dulu mulah bapa suka mbawa makan martabak. kadai tadi atu batah udah eh, nmpk lama ... wiringnya pun intek lama. masa damit2 rajin banar ke sana, meliat c-Hareesah, barangkali basar2 ia kami dulu atu. betahan masih kadai atu, kalau kadai Melayu payah jua kan survive. tmpt atu lagi mcm isolate udah, sunyi bah. tapi martabaknya nyaman, teh tarik pun nyaman. nanti lagi tah kesana.

labat ujan diluar ah. sajukk. awu aircond udah beusai kmarin. mahal eh, $180 bah durang charge. kapisan ku mdgr. inda kan diusai, bising jua kepanasan. dulu2 inda plang kami be aircond, tapi time dulu nada pun panas mcmani. akhir zaman jua bah.

global warming!

2008-11-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

Salam!

ya Allah, banar hangat lately ane. balik kaja tadi bekurung ku bilik Babu pasal bilik Babu yg paling sajuk di rumah ane and bilikku yg paling bewap. nyaman tidur tadi atas katilnya, ampuk banar tilamnya and bau harum. Babu sorang saja tidur di katilnya, yatah bisai. Ganya bising dgn bunyi cucu2nya, and suara kakaku yg numbur 2 atu. andang jenis gawah2 nya org katani. tapi tatap ku menikmati tidurku smpi mimpiku husbandku jadi lecturer hahahaa. outttt eh, pasal ia ckp tadi kan jadi lecturer haha.

tadi we lunched di kfc Athirah, bisai udah banar. nyaman mataku meliat and bersih jua. kali otw, teliat cDwn ... inda ia noleh2 bah ...wennn ... kami hon lagi tu ... inda jua sadar bah. org lain bah Wen yg toleh2. lau inda, kami bawa makan di kfc tadi tu :)

kul 6 lalu dah ... krg nyambung. Salam.

Memories never die!

2008-11-18T20:53:00.004+08:00

i was browsing my raya folders and i found pictures of our raya trip to Kg. Ayer. As most of my friends know, I grew up in Kg. Ayer and I finished my elementary school in Sek Ren PAP Besar up to Primary 5.

Our house was closed to the blue house, but it was gone in a fire less than a year after we moved to our current house. We had a very big house, which was divided into two. that's why it was so big. kira dua rumah lah, mcm rumah teres dua tingkat ah. the front one was ours while my Tua owned the other side. kira tinggal sebumbung lah tapi inda serumah haha. our Bu Ajah Banun pun sebalah rumah saja, tambus dari dapur kami. she moved out and lived in the other blue house (left side of the pic). masane ia ikut anaknya dah. kampung kami dulu ada darat which kami panggil Bakut, if you can notice it in the pic. yatah tmpt kami bemain tu taim damit2, main carah, nangkap berudu, kumpul2 ngan kanak2 lain. siukk eh.

so many changes i noticed. it has been a long time, smpi inda biasa lagi naik perahu tambang and jalan di jambatan.

jalan jauh kan ke sekolah. that's our school. dulu jambatan kayu saja.

view of Sek Ren PAP Besar from our jambatan.

rumah mulah nene balah bapa. very old dah, nene pun lama dah passed away in the 80s.

ex-kadai tmpt kami suping di Peramu.

jambatan klu kami kan ke sekolah and kampung sebalah Peramu. jambatan batu jua udah nah.

dakat pagar atu dulu ada jambatan damit kan ke rumah kami. nada lagi ada. lorong atu yg ku lalui dari damit kan ke sekolah ugama, ke bakut, ke rumah Bu aja Banun di laut, and kampong2 sebalah kanan kami.

i miss those old times.

non-edited version of pic1

Today!

2008-11-18T20:04:00.005+08:00

Salam!

quite hot today! aircond rosak since last week, something hangus lah kata technician atu. 2 mlm ane pakai aircond babu yg balum lagi pindah kebawah. sekalinya kmarin inda tia jua mau, trip everytime we press the green button. argghhh, semlm panas .. inda nyaman tidur. kipas ane usul saja lawa tapi inda mbari2 anginnya. skali adiku ngangkatkan kipas "kilang" ke bilik. tima kacih!

tadi siang, kasutku koyak! tmpt kaja lagi, katawa ku jua meliat. patut tah makin loose masa ku bejalan atu, rupanya siring2 te-ambak udah. cali eh, baru tiga kali ku pakai. maklum kasut murah bah. kawanku pun ketawa saja. nasib tglkan kasut yg sakit dlm kereta, pasal ku panggil sakit ... sakit kakiku kalau makai. sampit kali bah, baik jua tegerak atiku tadi pakai sarung kaki. batah2 mngu the husband ngantar kasut sakit, inda tah ku garak2 dari bilik kawanku. beguna jua ah kasut sakit atu. inda jua dpt diharap kasut yg luan murah ane, $13kah tu hehe. banarnya aku slalu bali kasut murah plang ganya untuk kaja, di kl ku mengangkut. rm19 each, murah kan tapi tahan jua. tapi masa ne payah udah kan cari rm19, June lapas ... ku check rm29/rm39 saja. mahal eh. aku atu kan mbuang kasut koyak atu, kali the husband antar untuk repair. hehe malas ku kan makai lagi, inda nyaman jua di kaki.

image

kalau ane untuk kaja, awu inda batah patah salnya aku ane turun naik saja. bukan heelnya saja patah, kakiku pun inda btah eh. palis- palis. tumitku denyut2 jua lately, sakit jua. bnyk bejalan atu kali. dulu amah kami pandai mengurut, asalku sakit kaki ia ngurutkan smpi tetidur2. udah tbgn, nada ia lagi ada tu. pandai ya, lari ya udah liatnya ku tidur. baik jua lah ia atu.

ni c-Muni ah, tadi balik kami kaja tghari ... nyaman tidurnya ... guess where? dlm litter boxnya ... yg ....... hish *sorry ah disgusting ah*

Labbaikallah

2008-11-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

pic from here

Haj season. when we performed Haj 12 years ago, it was in April. we departed on the 1st of April, pasal atu masih ingat tarikhnya. sedara Babu di lambak pagi tadi flightnya. mcm2 kana advise, not to "cabul" mulut. banar plang tu, because we had our own experience.

my late father's health was not very encouraging when we had our Haj, but he really wanted to go. He was okay in Medinah, however, his health was detoriated in Mecca. We were on the way to Arafah when our bus got stranded. it was a big jamn and we spent a night in the bus. dugaan lah namanya. In the next morning, my late bapa got tummy ache that he hoho in the bus. Everyone was trying to stand with the odour, however, this one lady just blurted "bebau eh" out. kuasa Tuhan, turun dari bas .... she was all dirty ... pasal ia te-hoho jua. balas tunai klu di Mekah, that's why tane mesti jaga tingkahlaku and mulut.

tadi pagi meliat "Ikhtibar dari Tanah Suci" ... ada this father marahkan anaknya smpi tekeluar ayat2 yg inda sepatutnya. kali inda batah, kana duga ya ... hilang anaknya in a matter of second. baru ia sadar kan ckpnya, if not mistaken ia berdoa di makam Rasulullah *klu salah sori* ... menyesal dgn ckpnya. after few hours, ada polis Arab ngantar anaknya yg hilang atu.

masa di Masjidil Haram jua, my youngest sister ane ngambilkan kucing aing Zam2. kucing atu limpang2, adiku andang suka kucing kali kasian ya meliat, pasal atu dibarinya minum. kali masa next Friday, kami aher jalan ke masjid so kami smbayang di luar masjid. panasss banar di bawah matahari. tunduk2 kami ganya. then ada this old lady (mcm org Arab) sebalah kami, becakap ya rah kami. inda plang paham, kali bejalan ya. kami ane susah hati, takut kana ambil tmptnya. after few minutes, ada tia ia dtg mbawa aing zam2. kali kawan2nya ane meminta, signal2 ia inda. tunjuk2 nya rah kami. MasyaAllah, rupanya ia ngmbilkan untuk kami. kasian kami tarus, banartah ah Ihsan ane inda semestinya sesama bangsa. smpi ane ingatku masih. banar ah, lau ikhlas kana balas oleh Tuhan, insyaAllah.

insyaAllah, klu ada rezeki mau jua kan ksana lagi. kalau diizinkan Tuhan.

husband took this masa raya, kali i processed it into HDR . ... haha HDR express plang tu. main antam. inda ku sure hdr kah banar.

till then.

ala

2008-11-16T20:51:00.004+08:00

Salam!

baru balik dari KB, tahlil mulah Unggal. pukul 5 lalu baru abis, jadinya Babu nyuruh singgah ke rumah Ka Nor kan sembayang Asar tarus Maghrib. (bukannya "ala" ne ah, becerita saja)

masa rah bilik smbyang Ka Nor, teliat ku keratas bertampal di dinding. isinya yg mcm di bawah ane lah:

SEKSA MENINGGALKAN SOLAT

"Apakah yang menyebabkan kamu semua masuk neraka Saqar ini? Mereka menjawab: Kami tidak termasuk golongan orangorang yang bersembahyang."AlMudathsir:42,43)

Siksaan Ketika Hidup Di Dunia

Allah kurangkan keberkatan umurnya.
Rezekinya dipersempitkan oleh Allah.
Tidak ada tempat baginya di sisi agama Islam.
Doanya tertolak.
Hilang cahaya soleh dari wajahnya.
Amal kebajikan yang dilakukannya langsung tidak diberi pahala.

Siksaan Ketika Sakaratul Maut

Ia akan menghadapi sakaratul maut dalam keadaan hina.
Matinya dalam keadaan menderita kelaparan.
Matinya dalam keadaan yang tersangat haus walaupun diberi minum air sebanyak tujuh lautan.

Siksaan Ketika Di Dalam Kubur

Allah akan menyempitkan kuburnya dengan sesempitsempitnya.
Kuburnya akan digelapkan.
Allah akan menyiksanya dengan pedih sehingga hari Qiamat.

Siksaan Ketika Berada Di Akhirat

Ia akan dibelenggu dan diseret ke padang Mahsyar oleh malaikat.
Allah tidak akan memandangnya dengan pandangan belas kasihan.
Allah tidak akan mengampuni dosanya dan dia akan disiksa dengan keras di dalam neraka.

Nisbah Dosa Bagi OrangOrang Yang Meninggalkan Sembahyang Setiap

WaktuSUBUH : Ia akan disiksa selama 60 tahun di dalam neraka.

ZUHUR : Dosanya seperti membunuh 1000 jiwa orang Islam.

ASAR : Dosanya seperti ia meruntuhkan Kaabah.

MAGHRIB : Dosanya seperti ia berzina dengan ibunya (jika lelaki) atau berzina dengan bapanya (jika perempuan).

ISYAK : Allah tidak redha ia hidup di bumi Allah ini dan digesa agar mencari bumi lain.

sama yg mcm di meja org sekaraja ku. masa ku meliat atu "eh bagus jua ah, dpt ngingatkan masa telalai mbuat karaja".

inda jua bah, teliat keratas tadi atu tepikir tah ku jua pasal comment "sapa saja" atu. bukannya kan marah, tapi mambari watir jua ah org sembayang ane diucap "ala". balik2 ku mbaca sentence ku atu, inda jua bunyinya "ala".

"after i had my Asar prayer, i just realised that ....."

"ala" kah tu namanya? aku atu becerita. common kan org becerita ane ... "eh awal jua kita kan balik ane, tgu tah skajap". ... kali cHajah ane mjawab "awu gagasku, alum tah lagi smbyang Asar takut krg inda smpt". Cana? diucap "ala" jua kah tu?

... or beraya kerumah org, tuan rumah akhir keluar .."minta maaf ku, baru kami balik beraya, yatah tarus nyampati Maghrib" ... show off jua kah tu?

... or ikut sembahyang di rumah org, "boleh ku numpang sembayang, takut balik inda smpat" ... ada org becakap "kan show off ia smbyang kali dirumahku ane". inda jua kan.

lain lah aku cakap "aku ane inda pernah2 tglkan smbahyang, kemana2 pun ku" ... wah atu baru ya mcm riak.

cubatah becakap pasal "my husband balikan aku beg LV, yg latest ah, mahal plang but i know he loves me. hohoo i'm a happy woman". atu bunyinya mcm "ala" jua ... inda ja tapi slalunya comment org "eh siuk eh, lucky you ada husband catu". sekaliiinya.

cubatah bersedekah arah org, lapas atu ambil gambar together and post them on the blog .... atu kenapa inda diucap "ala" sedangkan sebaik2 sedekah ialah apabila tangannya yg satu lagi inda tahu tangan yg satu sedang memberi sedekah. (sorry, no offense to anyone in particular)

what i noticed is, people inda suka klu post pasal religious. kana ucap "ala jua eh wlupun sembayang". tapi klu org ckp "we had so much fun jalan dari pagi smpi ketgh malam" ... nada org comment "eh dimana kamu sembayang?" ... "inda tah kamu sembayang tu?" ... cubatah pikirkan. (no offense again)

pernah ku blog-hopping ... "as usual we're gonna have sembahyang jemaah and tahlil tonight, andang biasa dah mlm Jumaat kami smbyang jemaah". inda pun kana ucap "ala" ... tedetik dlm hatiku pun inda, apatah lagi meluahkan. bukannya kan "ala" diri baik.

ganya, sebelum meluahkan sesuatu ane pikirkan dulu sedalam2nya. berusik hati orgkah inda ckp tane atu, lagipun we dont have right to criticize if not necessary. berdosa pada Tuhan, dapat bertaubat, berdosa sesama manusia baik kana maafkan.

i'm not alim. aku becakap apa yg ada dlm kepalaku, bukannya belagak. nada kemana jua ku kan "ala" ane, baik kana terima amal ibadatku, tapi mudahan kana terima Amin.

peace :)

sama-sama kitani berdoa:

"Ya Allah.. jadikanlah akhir hayat kami khusnul khatimah dan termasuk orang-orang yang syahid di jalan-Mu."

wassalam.

cats

2008-11-15T23:09:00.001+08:00

youtube again!

Ganas! paling ku takut kan ampir.

Mrs. Xean

2008-11-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

This is for you Xean, sorry for the delay. baru tah kedapatan foldernya :)

lawa!

Takajut!

2008-11-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

husband mentioned about this vc. cute ia takajut atu.

offensive?

2008-11-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

Salam!

busy bee. i wanted to rant about some unfavourable issues at work, but then i'm afraid it would not appropriate to do so. nanti ada yg ckp "it's not nice to talk about your work .. to talk about your department ... it might tarnish the reputation of .... " . camatulah kiranya. no offense ah.

the comment made by "sapa saja" is taken seriously, that i cannot write anything i like which may offense others in some ways although this is only a personal blog. honestly, i usually consider what i'm going to post in my blog, takut krg org berusik hati or kana ucap showoff. tapi lumrah, we have different sets of mind. bagi katani okay, tapi maybe inda rah org lain. inda apalah, lesson learnt.

this afternoon, i spent more than 30 minutes looking for my friend's house to return her graduation gown. pusing2 ku, rupanya iyatah udah tu rumahnya ku lintas2 ah. smpi taisliur ku kan makan soto ... hhuhu ouuttt. banar plang, pasalnya dapan rumahnya atu gerai soto. so went back home and got ready for soto hunting. inda plang hunting, kiasan ganya tu. marah kah? atu punnn kan marah. ke gerai my dil di kianggeh saja. Alhamdulillah atas rezekiNya.

apa2pun, sanangkan hati with cMuni

hello, love me

Liang lahad

2008-11-14T22:17:00.001+08:00

currently watching this on youtube! scary.

Movie date

2008-11-14T22:10:00.004+08:00

with the husband and the neps and nieces.

entertaining for the family!

November rain

2008-11-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

Salam!

......im wishing happiness, long life, wealth and success to my three wonderful girlfriends.
Happy birthday darlings.

Dwen ... today!

Vv, the talented scrapper, on the 16th.

Maya, on the 22nd

i love you girls

Duha

2008-11-13T23:04:00.003+08:00

Salam!

i suddenly had this thought.

what if there is no one to read it for me later when i'm gone?
what if my kids are so into duniawi that they couldn't ever be generous to "sedekah" me and my husband with Al- Fatihah?
what if i don't raise them well both duniawi and ukhrawi that they end up as "jahil"?

nauzubillah minzalik.

i really hope that He shows me the right path in raising my kids, and i hope that i could provide them with proper education which benefit them dunia and akhirat, Amin.

Nauzubillah

2008-11-12T22:32:00.004+08:00

Salam!

just a quick update.

we were all shocked to death when i saw our main electricity cable on fire this late afternoon. Alhamdulillah, no major damage. every cloud has a silver lining.

if the mamaks didn't forget our tapau, we would be home earlier.

if the fire was at night, we would not able to notice it.

if husband and i didn't get back early, it would be total disaster.

if husband and i got back too early, it would total disaster too.

whatever it is, syukur Alhamdulillah that our house is safe as well as the family.

Workshop @ IPA

2008-11-11T21:28:00.004+08:00

Salam!

i attended two days workshop on Monday and Tuesday. informative tho i kept yawning *lol*. it's nice to meet new people and we had so much fun giggling and chatting.

with my two colleagues

Ann Hassan & Eirrna

it was Ruran from Temburong (freehair)

Eirrna & her friend *sorry i didnt catch his name*

it really kept me awake :)

i love

2008-11-09T21:32:00.000+08:00

the soundtrack ... sounds like autumn in my heart!

sweet 17 huhu

2008-11-07T17:50:00.004+08:00

Salam!

after so many years, i again "celebrated" my birthday. i usually celebrate it in a simple way, dinner out with the family. since i turned to sweet 17 *lol*, i decided to throw out a small party last night for the cousins and close friends. Thanks for coming all of you. much love. and to the family and aunts for making it happened.

cutting my sweet 17th cake *sasak kah? ;p*

they left @ 1.30 am. it was fun girls

tiba2 aku ingat boyfriendku ... i love you!

hello panda!

2008-11-07T16:46:00.004+08:00

on the day itself ....

Husband dear got me mini cakes from

thanks love ...

and saw an ad from Rano, and i decided to get myself the advertised lens. it was my luck then, since he read my email before it was taken. Thanks.

Canon EF-S 10-22mm f/3.5-4.5 USM

image from here

the meeting point

with the wife of the previous owner.

from the airport, we made our way to mil's crib. stayed for awhile. we were thinking of a dinner at twelv, however, we were both knackered. so husband came up with London Kebab, well, good shot. ngam jua kawasan Sengkurong.

oh my ... eye bag!

i really need to adjust my bedtime. late night equals to eye bag!

A year older!

2008-11-05T00:12:00.003+08:00

hi 5!

a year older!

lovessss

durian!

baby!

sayang!

well, it was not birthday party. it's my brother's 1st wedding anniversary. Congrats dud!

and i just watched Sepi .. yes again. it's so menyentuh ke jiwa! love all the soundtracks.

and aku sentimental sikit today!

... there's no turning back

God has a better plan for us when things are less expected...

... and i believe that love is not just a word

it's the feeling that matters....

Graduation

2008-10-31T21:44:00.004+08:00

on the 30th of October 2008

credit to Azrol Azmi

i never expected that i would be on that stage again after my last graduation which was four years ago. Alhamdulillah. i was in the afternoon session yday. i still feel my degree graduation is the best ever in my life, the first achievement you may say. it was memorable...i miss them. i miss my best friends ... i miss the excitements we had before. i miss you girls very much. suddenly i'm feeling so "kejiwa".

on our 2nd graduation

i was totally knackered. headed off to Cheezbox with the family for afternoon tea right after the event. and had the girls for small dinner at my place after Isya'. i'm very sorry girls for being unattentive host, never thought i was that "lalah".

i had another long day today. i'm totally restless. need to chow now ... till then. Salam all and have a good nite.

Time for sushi

2008-10-30T21:18:00.004+08:00

had sushi for dinner on our mensiversary last Monday nite @ Excapade Shokudo. pikir basar areanya rupanya sampit eh. we were distracted by a father who was pissed off to his lil son. marah banar ya dapan org ah, psal the son gauk berabis and mcm inda takut bah kana marahi balik2.

look at her tummy ... boroiii dang!

Classic

2008-10-28T21:57:00.001+08:00

Muni yg penidur!

2008-10-28T21:12:00.001+08:00

noon time today! penidur ... mcm tidur mati. hehe cute ko ane Muni.

belurus kah or sarcastic :)

2008-10-28T21:01:00.001+08:00

Awu eh, kalau paham lagiiii bisai! *lol*

Wet wet wet

2008-10-28T20:17:00.003+08:00

Salam!

tiring week! rehearsals were over this afternoon. yays, we're gonna have a break tomorrow before the convocation. i got blister from wearing my 2 inches heel thus i have to wear flat sandal tomorrow to work. wahahaa mcm kepasar tu eh.

wet days lately. i thought i was gonna love the rainy season but i was totally wrong when i had to help my mil to clean up the house since it was affected by the flood on last Sunday. the backyard turned into a river. it was up to husband's knees. i was worried of that long and slimy creatures. baik jua nada.

it was a long Sunday. and we stayed over for any unexpected situation. Alhamdulillah, surut jua. left husband's house around 630 to avoid the traffic jamn. Jangsak slalu jamn bah.

dapan rumah mil.

cJablaii

2008-10-24T13:37:00.005+08:00

Salam!

i hit the bed at 3am last night. still sleepy. kaka knocked on the door around 8. kacau my sleep. when i don't need to wake up for Subuh, I still have to wake early. *sigh*. but Babu said, kalau bgn aher inda ampit rezeki. true ah, coz kalau bgn aher abis tia breakfast. unless you buat sendiri :)

from last night:

pasal aku gendut, i couldn't fit into the pillar .. cheh..

nahh Simba, kucing Syaza yg kan jadi cJablaii jua hehe *inside joke*

one word: FUN and one more word: chaotic. biasa Syaza bejabir huhu

Hi Tea @ Dwen

2008-10-24T13:24:00.004+08:00

on the 19th. kami semua betul betul letih maa.

watched House for Scoundrels on HBO
with full tummy, while waiting for She to turn up

pisan mooii, ganas ko ah

C is missing in the pic since she was away for holiday.

Sakitnyyaa

2008-10-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

Salam!

the period cramp is just so painful. owhh ...

and my phone rang 30 minutes ago and i was staring at the screen with munjung mulut "nombor siapa ini?" ...

in a lazy mode, i said "hello"

it was female! "ada c-com?"

"haaaaa" ... still in the lazy mode.

"tidurkah? ... Syaza ne".

laughing. " huh inda, sakit parut ku saja".

cut the story short.

i have a mini gathering at her house tomorrow night. Thanks Syaza.

hope i can make it, InsyaAllah.

Syawal celebration on 18th Sept

2008-10-20T22:03:00.005+08:00

Salam!

we hosted an open house last Saturday nite. it was full house and i was totally knackered. got to bed around 2 after quick shower and prayer. anyway, thank you for coming ... my love love love friends. and i forgot to take pics with my childhood close friend who happens to be the colleague of my uni's mate. what a small world huh!

just few shots from the day:

vain much dang! this niece exploited my 450D with her zillion (eh labih aku ah) poses.

@ She's open house 16th Oct

2008-10-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

it's been a week

2008-10-19T21:18:00.002+08:00

new baby kitten : Muni 3 months old.

she's supposed to be Moon's company but c-Moon ambung and jual mahal.

New Moon

2008-10-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

say hello to Moon, our new darling kitten. joined us just yesterday. Thanks for mr. T and the missus. he's gonna be safe and happy in our hands, insyaAllah.

bought 4 floor cage from Ingelise late afternoon for Moon. we didn't expect him that big, so husband bought a small cage earlier before we picked him up. i felt so bad watching him having not enough space to roam. Enjoy the new cage Moon!

he's sleeping rite now in the small cage. kalau siang baru rah cage basar. pasalnya ia tidur didalam rumah. ia suka dimanjai sebelum tidur, lau inda ya mau tidur ah.

LOVE on 8th Syawal

2008-10-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

Salam!

Went to Ejat's open house last night. it was a blast. laughters. fun eh. sangal ku katawa.

the second and last but not least: our Viv's

upon arrival

amoy was arriving, we took pic in a rush :p .. kanakan ia

she was shouting from the door, and she hoped she could make it ... but inda smpt haha

decent pic with Amoy

watching "Anak" .. takut beb

art gallery :)

Thanks E and V for the hospitality. xoxo.

Nauzubillah

2008-10-08T23:44:00.005+08:00

Salam!

went to private clinic earlier. intended to cure my current illness, however, the doctor found out something else. Mudahan nada papa. she advised to do thorough checkup. insyaAllah, will do it soon.

.....................stay calm

Salam!

2008-10-08T23:44:00.001+08:00

3 Syawal Part 2

2008-10-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

3 Syawal Part1

2008-10-07T22:51:00.003+08:00

2 Syawal

2008-10-06T00:38:00.007+08:00

Babu & Tua

Babu & Nene (Mama Tua Lias)

We forgot to change the ISO, so the pics are not well captured. never mind ah, yg penting gmbr ada :)

the server is killing me, so will upload more pics tomorrow.

Salam. Selamat kembali bekerja.

added:

Alo

@ Bang Nuar Tungku

@ Tua Lias Kota Batu

Siuk sendiri

1 Syawal

2008-10-05T21:37:00.004+08:00

Babu & Cucu(s)

Babu & sisters with the cucu(s)

Tua Lias & Family

Raya's eve

2008-10-05T21:27:00.005+08:00

3rd raya

2008-10-05T00:47:00.004+08:00

Salam!

it was the 3rd of raya. midnite already! just had my shower and Isya' prayer. oohh feeling so good ngampaikan badan di katil. we're totally worn out. not because "melanggar" rumah org, but melayan relatives yg dtg ke rumah.

time flew so fast huh, kan empat hari dah raya. balum lagi bnyk diaga. siang tadi ke istana saja ikut my mother's cousin, Kajah Alus. pas atu balik rumah tarus. we had relatives waiting when we reached home. itu ini inda jadi jalan, pasal kan masak lagi for the relatives yg kan dtg mlm.

then kami very busy smpi midnite. sakit tumitku dah.

we took loads and loads of pics tonight. thousand perhaps. husband set up his diy mini studio in the living room. bnyk modelnya hehehe.

AidilFitri 2008

2008-10-04T01:53:00.001+08:00

it's been 25 months love!

Esok lah raya!

2008-10-01T15:49:00.003+08:00

Salam!

so Hari Raya tomorrow! happy Raya to all readers out there!

heheh cali last night, we were waiting for the announcement. tgu punya tgu .. bnyk jua iklan ane. kali they played the same song in less than 5 minutes before the previous one. i was waiting for the announcement, because i wanted to buy fresh flowers. krg bali awal, nada raya .. layu tah jua. in the end, i called up my cousin. husbandnya org ukur, so ia slalu awal tahu :) . cPian menjawap telepon, nya "bapa telepon tadi, inda plang nampak" . bah terima kasih. tapi kami jalan jua ke Hua Ho Kiulap. bali cable untuk link our tv. batah2 disana saja. then kami ke CheezBox kan minum. met Pian di McD. sunyi ko Pian, sabar ah :) .

this raya is the 3rd for me and the Husband since our wedding. still the two of us. kalau ada rezeki, mana tau next year bertiga. heh salah berempat, Hareesah lagi. still remember the first time i was introduced to my mother in law. it was raya 2004. nervous? yes very. i also invited the Husband to my house to get approval from my Babu. haha. less than a month being a lovebird. very nice indeed.

Salam!

2008-10-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

To all families, friends, muslimin and muslimat all around the world.

Syawal in two days

2008-09-29T23:43:00.004+08:00

Salam!

Ramadhan is going to end soon ... very soon. I feel "sayu". At this age, raya brings not much excitement unlike twenty years ago. a week before Syawal, my sisters and I were so eager to try out our new outfits. we even had new pyjamas to be worn on the eve of Syawal. bliss heh.

we had our own shares of firecrackers. belarian di pantaran rumah sama cousins main badil. do you know kalau badil macis dibuang ke aing lagi lawa bunyinya *lol*. the eve of Syawal was the busiest night. naik perahu tambang ke rumah my mother's cousin to pick up biscuits and cakes. the most fave was Kek Belacan. nyaman banar. inda ku pernah teliat org bejual other than her. kan Nikkkk? ...

i still remember how my uncle got himself burnt. i mean tangannya, pasal ia pegang bunga api yg 21 ah. i dont know the exact name, tapi kami panggil bunga api 21 pasal ia melatup 21 kali. mcm handal ia pegang saja, yg sepatutnya di pacak kan ke tanah or any surface. sekalinya pagi raya bebalut tangan. hehehe. how i miss those old days. siuk. rumah ampir banar, boleh masuk rumah Bu Ajah Banun dari dapur kami and masuk rumah Tua dari our living room. imagine how close we were!

time 80s up to mid 90s masih ramai org tgl di kampung Aing, meriah berabis. banar. but since org banyak pindah ke perumahan, inda lagi berapa meriah. bit sunyi. my Tua pun pindah ke Rimba, not long after that kami pun pindah ke darat jua pasal rumah kami inda lagi kana sewa. awal2 pindah terasa weird pasalnya nada kanak2 beraya kerumah hehe. awu sampai masane nada kanak2 beraya if you know what i mean. i think sekali ganya pernah kanak2 dtg two years ago. mcm2 ditanya pasal jarang bah menerima kanak2 yg bukan relative. masa kami damit2 pun, Babu inda nyuruh kami beraya kerumah org. yg rah rumah ampir2 saja. pasal Babu takut kami tegugur bejalan di jambatan. cali ah.

masa mulah Bapa masih karaja, subuh raya kami ikut Bapa ngambil minuman di kereta. dlm pukul 5 pagi kami ke lagun, or better known as jeti, mengarik perahu tambang. subuh2 inda berapa banyak perahu, tepaksa tah menunggu bit lama. heran jua ah kenapa mulah Bapa ngmbil minuman subuh2. mlmnya napa inda. usually kawan2nya yg mbagi, inda payah mbali. slalunya smpi 20 pati, so save duit. abis jua tu 20 pati ah pasal ramai org dtg, biasa kanak2. yatah pernah Babu menghidangi kueh Mor, kali abis kamah carpet kami. since atu inda pernah kami menghidangi kueh Mor. lama udah tu, i think early 90s. pasal atu klu kamu krumah nada kueh Mor *lol*.

malam raya jua sibuk di dapur menyediakan barang makan untuk pagi raya. kami mendangani sikit2, ngupas bawang and so on. the rest Babu yg buat, mulah Bapa mendangankan duduk2, merasai apa yg kurang. the first raya without him Babu limpang2 saja dlm bilik malam raya. Akhir baru Babu ke dapur. i think she missed the company. this year marks 8th raya without him. we all miss him, always do. my youngest brother was 9 when he passed away. we miss him as well. it's 15 years since he left us. Alfatihah.

pagi raya, we would sit together to recite Surah Yassin for our loved ones. baru then, we salam each other. and have our mini makan2.

again, Ramadhan is going to end. arwah yg dibebaskan dari siksa kubur pun akan kembali melalui azab Tuhan, sama2 kita mendoakan semoga Allah akan merahmati roh2 mereka yang kita sayangi. Amin.

Wardrobe

2008-09-29T01:18:00.003+08:00

Salam!

finally, we got it thru. apakan ..? nada. kami cleaning campaign our wardrobe. i did my clothes and he did his. he vacuumed the carpet and masukkan baju dlm almari. love you hubby. love you for sharing the duties. mau kacang?

nyaman rasanya meliat carpet lapas bevacuum ... mcm kan ampai2 di lantai tapi sakit jua badan. wardrobe pun nyaman diliat. have to maintain ... tapi kdg2 ah dimasukkan tarus jua baju2an atu smpi tshirt sama baju karaja becampur. our maid awu asak nya ganya dlm almariku, which is supposed my wardrobe. mbari gregetan jua ah, klu smpi kumuh baju. husband said we need a separate room for the wardrobes. tgu tah berumah sendiri ... insyaAllah.

Salam Syawal!

AlFatihah

2008-09-28T23:35:00.004+08:00

Salam!

"Salam sejahtera atas kalian wahai penduduk penduduk dari Mukminin dan Muslimin, Semoga kasih sayang Allah atas yg terdahulu dan yang akan datang, dan Sungguh Kami Insya Allah akan menyusul kalian"

Sunat membaca doa diatas apabila sampai ke tanah perkuburan. went to three different places this morning to visit my late father, youngest brother, grandparents and relatives. mulah nene balah bapa bekubur di Sg. Kebun , naik tangga lagi. kapus2 plang naik.

Sg. Kebun

pic taken 2 years ago using my old phone

my late bapa, brother and nene balah babu berkubur di Makam. kalau dulu time tgl di kg, kami makai bot saja ke Sg. Kebun sama ke Makam. slalunya mulah bapa kekubur mulah nene di Sg. Kebun pagi raya lapas smbyang raya. since pindah kedarat, inda lagi pagi raya pasalnya jauh udah.

Makam

ani pun gmbr lama from my old phone. nik, liat Ecah damit msih :)

AlFatihah to mulah Bapa, mulah Waliy, mulah nene Hj Ahmad & nene Jaludin, mulah nene Pengiran Tengah & nene Hjh Mastura. dan muslimin dan muslimat yang telah kembali kerahmatullah.

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